.SO APPARENTLY i fucked up (*language i kno!*) a situation.. idk if i should even call it a situation..too casual, a FRIENDSHIP that was (excuse me) could've evolved.
a lil background}} hes beautiful in my eyes..dark chocolate smooth skin...n let me not front (like many say i do) i wantd him! HE BLOWS MY MIND!..like not even jus physically...i wanted all he offered--b/c he stands for sumthin...intelligent black man, VERY deep in conversation, passionate about so much, hes not like many others AND HE KNOWS IT::.
I FELL FOR HIM: and i began to let it show, and when he noticed..i knew i captured some of his interest....YESSSSsss..but deep down~not in a cocky way~ i knew i would've {{close
he tells me i oversteppped my boundaries as someone that doesnt have "wifey rights"...."i'm not supposed 2 send playful text that can be taken out of context?"...do u kno what i have to say to that...."I'M SORRY you cant take things lightly"........ we argued b/c you believe your a force that should b respected..BUT GUESS WHAT "i agree", but i need the same respect--so stop tellin me "i'm not like these otha niggas" I KNOW THAT!
i'm sorry you feel, i treat u the same way...i dont think i do at all...i get uptight around u...idk wat to say...AHHH...u challenge me!!!
//pretty much..i understand what you mean to an (extent)..--->im quiet and act very shy in person..cause i am!-but through other ways of contact/conversation--i can outdo myself..therefore sometimes comin off wrong *i guess like i did*
im learnin..
HOPEFULLY ONEDAY YOU'LL SEE ME AS A WHOLE...cuz i feel you only get parts at a time..and then maybe the FRIENDSHIP can extend....
you could've been the REAL thing
...................sadface......37
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