time waits for no 1

OMG I hate when all sorts of things come up at once
it puts me in a bad place...where I feel im rushing to do everything
and get everything done, in a timely fashion-of course
Anyways...going home this wknd (will be epic)
and I realized that means I have to do all this work ahead of time
SUCKS
o well you have to pay to play
so let me get back to my readings, then i can check that off my list
im proud that im doing my best to stay in order
ita a hard job
goodnight blogworld

The Upcoming

im sick of feeling unhappy..so i decided imma do something about it, im not sure what *yet*, but i am definitely going to figure it out and tell you guys...
RIGHT NOW im taking a break from the man im not in a relationship with, but love wholeheartedly
doing very well in school...goo Temple, and i guess gooo me!!!
and i am about to make my departure...back home, for what you ask?????
my best friends birthday...i love you A.Rob......................cant wait to do it like, only we know how
Besides my besties bday..theres the family...oo how i miss my mother, probably the greatest person on this earth-shes amazing., and my immigrant (older bro), but obv thas my family so its just natural to miss them--but i cant wait to open the door to my house, and see lil...well i guess i should say...big ol Spongebob, my lil bro...if that isn't my heart, idk who or what is
sigh...NOW im on this break -the shit i was talking about earlier, and my dilemna is: i probably wont b home til xmas and havent seen my baby since august--to see him or not to see him, is he my baby still or isnt he??? so many questions, uggghhh annoyed-[[this is that unhappy feeling i keep having]] :( So i guess we'll see
(((((shhh honestly i really want to see him)))))..but maybe its best i dont...like i said we'll see