i may be sad for a very long time
the message i just sent someone could forever change my life
should i have thought twice about sending it
it needed to be sent...but now i'm unsure of the ramifications
UGHHHHHH......why?

life.........well mines

ive been GONE along time......why?
IDK
but ive gathered thoughts n ideas
and i just need to put them to use
...nothing exciting has been going on..or nothing much has changed
yep still bored...dealing with clusters of problems
ranging from: an ex (that im not sure i want 2b an ex) BUT STILL HE IS A MAJOR PROBLEM, family issues---but the the least of my worries, school/money(tuition), my future----cuz idk if business is my place nemore....sumtimes i wish i could just wave my magic wand! and poof things would get better.....BUT I CAN'T :(
but on a positive note...im happy to be home for the summer--around the ones i love the most, including my bestest friend ADRIANNE (makes me smile), and im lookin forward to TEMPLE '08-'09...o yea, ive missed my loves-
but the highlight of my summer has 2 be my lil brother, hes the funniest kid around!!!! when he goes to my fathers or to the park and is gone for more than 3hrs...my life starts to sadden...b/c hes happiness to me! he says the funniest thing: i jus wish i could remember
------this fool was hiccupping and i told him, i was gonna scare his hiccupps away, and he said "NO, i'll jus hold my breast"..lol he meant breath whooo FUNNY!--lol but one thing i gotta teach this boy 2 spell.....y was he lookin up info about the KKK...IDK but he sure spelled it, ku clux clan... IDIOT
I LOVE MY LIFE...and thas all that matters!