time waits for no 1

OMG I hate when all sorts of things come up at once
it puts me in a bad place...where I feel im rushing to do everything
and get everything done, in a timely fashion-of course
Anyways...going home this wknd (will be epic)
and I realized that means I have to do all this work ahead of time
SUCKS
o well you have to pay to play
so let me get back to my readings, then i can check that off my list
im proud that im doing my best to stay in order
ita a hard job
goodnight blogworld

The Upcoming

im sick of feeling unhappy..so i decided imma do something about it, im not sure what *yet*, but i am definitely going to figure it out and tell you guys...
RIGHT NOW im taking a break from the man im not in a relationship with, but love wholeheartedly
doing very well in school...goo Temple, and i guess gooo me!!!
and i am about to make my departure...back home, for what you ask?????
my best friends birthday...i love you A.Rob......................cant wait to do it like, only we know how
Besides my besties bday..theres the family...oo how i miss my mother, probably the greatest person on this earth-shes amazing., and my immigrant (older bro), but obv thas my family so its just natural to miss them--but i cant wait to open the door to my house, and see lil...well i guess i should say...big ol Spongebob, my lil bro...if that isn't my heart, idk who or what is
sigh...NOW im on this break -the shit i was talking about earlier, and my dilemna is: i probably wont b home til xmas and havent seen my baby since august--to see him or not to see him, is he my baby still or isnt he??? so many questions, uggghhh annoyed-[[this is that unhappy feeling i keep having]] :( So i guess we'll see
(((((shhh honestly i really want to see him)))))..but maybe its best i dont...like i said we'll see

pose for the camera now FLICK FLICK FLICK

You can send emails, notes, letters, bbms, tweets, facebook messages...but nothing is better than a picture, sometimes words themselves are not. Why do I believe this? because I'm a camera freak and I love snapping photos-there's something always entertaining to catch, even if candid. Sometimes the photo isn't about the main focus, but the things that are going on in the background-someone can be cheesing up a storm, but that idividual or 'thing' in the far rear may make the picture epic. There's also the obvious reasons to why a picture speaks volumes; pictures are photgraphic memories, so when you want to look back and remember your past-you'll grab some pictures and flip through them.....everyone does! You get all excited and happy to see yourself in a diaper with chocolate all over your face or your first day of school, prom, graduation or your wedding. Big events, small events, everything can be captured with a press of a button. And I think that is amazing! So when you come and my room and stop dead in the middle of a sentence to gaze around, from left to right and back again at all my pictures and collages, framed, unframed, grouped and individual-you'll know why there is nothing better than a picture. (and trust the same people that come in my room to sit in chill, watch tv, do hwk, or have lovely late night evening-all stare at the pictures as if it was their first time seeing them) they usually say, IDK why I always look at these pictures, they're captivating...come see for yourself......

This Man

I know this man, hes a heartthrob


I CAN definitely STOP WRITING NOW

but I want you guys to feel the essence of this man..I want yall to see who he really is::
A man of genius and strength, he possesses a sexy
he wears his attire with a swag of confidence, he knows hes BAD
michael jackson....something like that..*waves yall off*but yall get the point
But its not about sexy or his handsome face...he exudes MAN
he has that masculine attitude, ,that makes you feminely gasp
yall know that gasp....DAMNNN (sorry back to reality)....
he is athletic, has a jumpshot that deserves a place in the NBA
he has a physique that makes your toes curl
and a voice that soothes your soul
a touch that makes your body quiver..wanting more and more
...and more
He is a man, a man of mystery, a man of sensitivity
but a man that a woman wants and also needs
Amazing does not speak to his character
Words honestly can not explain, so why am i trying to use words to describe him???
well i would post his face, but i want yall to imagine
This Man, not only looks good, but is good
This Man, yeah, hes all that!

ERROR....

I hate when I write to fast and do not read over my writing, ugghh, a couple errors in the last post, thought id let yall know.....SORRY ((but IM BAK)

where have i been?

.....I can not answer this question, but imma put it out there
WHERE HAVE I BEEN?
I think i've been stuck in a funk that I cant seem to get myself out of...I do not know if im having trouble finding myself, finding success or finding love...but it may be ALL OF THE ABOVE
which really sucks because I havent been through trials and tribulations like some, the ghetto, the hood, the fight to survive, financial troubles, family issues, or disasterous situations that would alter my world.......NO i have not been through any of that, but somehow I still am not happy. Without all the problems, you would think I would be the happiest girl in the world, but once again-im not :(
I still do not know if im in school heading for the right profession..I am a human resource major, and love it..I love that I can potentially have a job/career hiring, firing and recruiting qualified, eligible men and women that will impact the company and help its success rate. I feel as though my major aids others and the company-we HR people are the help! and if I love anything besides love, I love to give advice and help......I guess i am heading in the right direction. Ummmm then again I wish I could work closely with the preseident and legal affairs....have an input in the laws and policies adapted. That would be a dream job of mine to have. Those are my realistic jobs, jobs that would not just be fun to have, because besides those two jobs...theres many more I would love to indulge in...See I really need to find myself.....uugghhh VERY ANNOYING
ALONG with finding myself..which I definitely need to do first, I want success, but I want success through my happpiness not money or authority. Along with that I want love, but not any type of love, where I find someone I become comfortable with...I want that old time love-when I am courted and things are slowly increasing...I go out on dates where I laugh and the conversation is amazing, with each day I become more infatuated with this man...his touch brings bliss to my heart...and then finally I fall in love, a deep love. A love that not only I feel but he feels too. True love, real love........................I cant wait, I cant wait for marriage. Yes I said marriage, because everyone seems to shy away from that term or believe marriage cant/wont work this day in age, but I am determined to find my prince charming-my knight in shining-the love of my life [I have a secret, I think I found him]
I guess we'll see
so where have i been? Ive been right here, living life..........GOOD DAY YALL

a day late and a dollar short...well this nigga owe me madd money, so OO well NOSA

((but, yes late as always))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Scott Rue!!!
Feb. 21st 1985.. my lil immigrant was born

i love my brother, and i wish him the greatest 24th birthday ever

wholetime and all..do you babyboy

and muahz ♥