its game time...

we did it!!!
...the CELTICS are going to the 2008 NBA FINALS....
...whoot whoot---ooowwWWW!
...HEY, even I had my doubts--BUT WE'VE PROVEN TO BE GREAT...PRETTY MUCH UNSTOPPABLE---so i say "bring it on LAKERS"
----LETS GO!----

3:12 in the morning

the a.m.
OMG....if u know me---u know i never sleep
everyone hits me up at all hours of the night, cuz they know that i'm wide awake
>>i have work at 8am..but party til 3 or 4am...if not partying, i'm doing hwk/phone/food/facebook/blog/or something else that doesnt allow me to sleep (who knows)
WOW! my health is probably terrible...i kno i need 8hrs of beauty rest..but i never seem to get it....(i'm still beautiful tho), but that is besides the point..
I NEED SLEEP
I AM SLEEP DEPRIVED...definition--i lack zzzzZZZ

take for instance tomorrow (technically today-cuz it is early morning)...i have to work @ 12...i prolly wont get to bed til 5am..and wake up round 10ish....thas only FIVE freaking hours of sleep! DAMN
LAST NIGHT I WENT TO BED AT 330am *due to a very important phone call that began around 1am and lasted til then (very important)* AND I WOKE UP AT 745am TO GO TO WORK had to be there at 8am....and worked a 10hr shift........................KILL ME
yesss...i'm a trooper--and i make it work
but i know this has to be bad for me...or at least in the long run it will
im going to make a goal to try to get 6 or more hrs a sleep a night
**so everyone who aims, texts and calls after hours---plz dnt..u'll help me sleep jus a bit more**
i'll let u kno how it wrks out!!!....be in touch

'08 love (over)...?

...although you could have been REAL
we are just friends, and I accept that...and am happy that we maintained a friendship
>>but in the back of my head...i'm like "what---I want you...a friend? NAH, thas not music to my ear's"---but I show none of these feelings because i'm STRONG and brush them off and move on..
---sometimes I feel this was the wrong step, but then again wrongs can be made RIGHT

RIGHT???

and then there is a part of me, that knows it was for the best! because I know it was not working
>> "errrRR but who knows, it could work?--try harder perhaps?"
time will tell.... I HOPE ::.sigh.:.
but in the end we will always be friends..and that is what matters
((i'll always wish to be in ur arms))

because there I felt like I never felt before***

[BLUE]

happy birthday girlll!

well today is a great day!....i know your wondering why(???)..but ob. according to the title its someone's birthday

guess who?---my lovely cousin! La'Clea!!!

she's my darling, my bf and , my SUNSHINE...SOoooo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNSHINE!!!
i love my couz more than anything

............the big 20 clea, i'll b there in a few mths........

LOL! wait 4 me! mauhz and enjoy!!!

isn't she gorgeouz???? owwwWWWWWW!

???

so i m tryin 2 figure out wat i want to do with myself...
----like i really dont know
--kinda lost-right now- I could go right, but then i could turn left
-its hard out here
....til later days...i'll keep ya informed
cuz i'm clueless right now!

bOthERSOMe**

...dnt u hate--wen something bothers u

it bothers u to the point---u get so fustrated u dont know wat to do

- u think about it all the time
- it constantly reminds itself 2 you in any situation/circumstance
- u kno u shud just forget about, but that makes u think about it even more
ughhhh..... I HATE WHEN shit BOTHERS ME!...its like a pain that doesnt go away
an annoying habit u cant get rid of: biting ur nails or pointing (i hate wen ppl point)

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN SOMETHING BOTHERS YOU...?
address it?
let it go?
or jus continue 2 let it bother you-thinkin it will oneday go away?
:::..sigh:: 2day something began 2 bother me...and now i need it 2 vanish
i need it to STOP BOTHERIN ME.....errRRrrr

Whats hott, right now???--let me tell you..

so the hottest thing out right now....are these gladiator sandals

...And guess what i love them!

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THEM!

I think the obsessed shopper in me---is gonna get a few pairs....there a hott item, A MUST HAVE... and i WILL have many..i already have a pair!

....for the love of the GREEN!

Clearly, where i'm from ((BOSTON)) our sports teams are GREAT!...except for the unfortunate failure of the amazing New England Patriots....new yorkers can kiss my ass*
Boston has done well in its major sports..baseball world series CHAMPS...football pats as said previously 16-0 record, and now we have the Celtics best record of the 2007 season aka #1...
AND FOR WHAT? to play terribly on the road-during play-offs...I am a DIE HARD FAN, but there has been times I wanted ATL or Cleveland to put them out their misery.. ERRRrrr 3 amazing players-but when it counts, they all tend to suck!......OMG "lets get it together CELTICS"




IT IS NOT--- THE boston 3 PARTY...it is going to be like the Titanic...and Boston's ship is gonna sink!!! smh....we'll see what happens

*side note-if the Celtics don't win!, don't bet on the Lakers they're going DOWN..its all about them Spurs...owwWWW!*

it could've been REAL

.SO APPARENTLY i fucked up (*language i kno!*) a situation.. idk if i should even call it a situation..too casual, a FRIENDSHIP that was (excuse me) could've evolved.

a lil background}} hes beautiful in my eyes..dark chocolate smooth skin...n let me not front (like many say i do) i wantd him! HE BLOWS MY MIND!..like not even jus physically...i wanted all he offered--b/c he stands for sumthin...intelligent black man, VERY deep in conversation, passionate about so much, hes not like many others AND HE KNOWS IT::.
I FELL FOR HIM: and i began to let it show, and when he noticed..i knew i captured some of his interest....YESSSSsss..but deep down~not in a cocky way~ i knew i would've {{close

he tells me i oversteppped my boundaries as someone that doesnt have "wifey rights"...."i'm not supposed 2 send playful text that can be taken out of context?"...do u kno what i have to say to that...."I'M SORRY you cant take things lightly"........ we argued b/c you believe your a force that should b respected..BUT GUESS WHAT "i agree", but i need the same respect--so stop tellin me "i'm not like these otha niggas" I KNOW THAT!
i'm sorry you feel, i treat u the same way...i dont think i do at all...i get uptight around u...idk wat to say...AHHH...u challenge me!!!

//pretty much..i understand what you mean to an (extent)..--->im quiet and act very shy in person..cause i am!-but through other ways of contact/conversation--i can outdo myself..therefore sometimes comin off wrong *i guess like i did*
im learnin..
HOPEFULLY ONEDAY YOU'LL SEE ME AS A WHOLE...cuz i feel you only get parts at a time..and then maybe the FRIENDSHIP can extend....
you could've been the REAL thing
...................sadface......37