where have i been?

.....I can not answer this question, but imma put it out there
WHERE HAVE I BEEN?
I think i've been stuck in a funk that I cant seem to get myself out of...I do not know if im having trouble finding myself, finding success or finding love...but it may be ALL OF THE ABOVE
which really sucks because I havent been through trials and tribulations like some, the ghetto, the hood, the fight to survive, financial troubles, family issues, or disasterous situations that would alter my world.......NO i have not been through any of that, but somehow I still am not happy. Without all the problems, you would think I would be the happiest girl in the world, but once again-im not :(
I still do not know if im in school heading for the right profession..I am a human resource major, and love it..I love that I can potentially have a job/career hiring, firing and recruiting qualified, eligible men and women that will impact the company and help its success rate. I feel as though my major aids others and the company-we HR people are the help! and if I love anything besides love, I love to give advice and help......I guess i am heading in the right direction. Ummmm then again I wish I could work closely with the preseident and legal affairs....have an input in the laws and policies adapted. That would be a dream job of mine to have. Those are my realistic jobs, jobs that would not just be fun to have, because besides those two jobs...theres many more I would love to indulge in...See I really need to find myself.....uugghhh VERY ANNOYING
ALONG with finding myself..which I definitely need to do first, I want success, but I want success through my happpiness not money or authority. Along with that I want love, but not any type of love, where I find someone I become comfortable with...I want that old time love-when I am courted and things are slowly increasing...I go out on dates where I laugh and the conversation is amazing, with each day I become more infatuated with this man...his touch brings bliss to my heart...and then finally I fall in love, a deep love. A love that not only I feel but he feels too. True love, real love........................I cant wait, I cant wait for marriage. Yes I said marriage, because everyone seems to shy away from that term or believe marriage cant/wont work this day in age, but I am determined to find my prince charming-my knight in shining-the love of my life [I have a secret, I think I found him]
I guess we'll see
so where have i been? Ive been right here, living life..........GOOD DAY YALL